Funerals

When you are forced to live through the performance... you are made to bear witness to dissolution while it is in progress... all the while hoping it isn't really happening? Cruel.

Eugene is shaking his head with disappointment, whispering admonitions. I should have lowered my expectations long ago. But who could have anticipated this kind of departure??? This... this is sadness at its most dark and vulgar.

And it makes no sense.